Choking on Crumbs

He sent me a text
August 30-eth
"Thanks for congratulations.
Sorry we didn't say good-bye.
See you next time.^^"

I waited for that?
I poured out my heart.
Two weeks later
this is what I get?
I saw the show.
I saw him.
Even in disguise
we saw each other.
The catalyst of pain
unavoidable.

Do I erase it?
It started to become precious.
A drop of water in a dry desert.
I kept it.
Looked at it.
What to say?
"You did a good job as usual."

I looked at his text.
I read it.
Re-read it.
Fought with myself.
Erased it.