Waiting

This time between...
this adjusment period-
can be nerve wracking.
Waiting for everything.
Waiting for the next stage
of my life to begin
so I can feel productive.
Waiting for the phone call
for my next job
so I can pay the bills.
Waiting for the next man
to walk into my life
so I know that I won't always be alone.
Waiting for my mind to finally
grasp the idea that I am not in control
so I can be at peace.
Waiting for God to give
me the ability to perceive
why I am waiting.
This time between...
this adjusment period-
can be nerve wracking.