Never Had Time To Give Response Deserved- The Non-Apology

just a quick message; i read your email with interest and appreciation for the reflection time it induced. i will write again before long when i have time to give it the response it deserves.

in the meantime, may i acknowledge that i've come to the realization that i played a heavy role for you in turning your life upside-down and that my choices and actions did not honor what we had, nor helped your recovery. it was a confusing time for me too, and i got burned as well, mainly by the hubris of my own hands. in some ways, i'm still recovering, and still live with the memory of scars. but i'm in a process of 'becoming' too and feel like my healing journey began perhaps while in kosovo, but moreso when i came to greece. many new pains and wounds were exposed while there (in kosovo), coming up in unexpected ways. ways that wouldn't let me ignore that fact that i have some life lessons to be learned still. somewhere i wonder if i chose these tests for my own spiritual perfecting. i'm eager to go deeper and find the root of my backwardness - life is too precious to be wasted being lost and wandering in the desert when there's so much to be done. i'll write more again soon - just wanted to share some initial feedback...