Silence...A Brief Glimpse

I have been silent so long.
Words have been
my friends
my confidants
my escape
my truth
my comfort
Yet, I have neglected them.

Each word infused with honesty
carries with it energy
from my heart.
My heart
once broken
beaten
held no energy to be
shared with words.
With God moments
I built,
Re-shaped,
pieced together my heart
to find one
fit to house
the nobility of a queen.
Such is the healing
elixir of tests
that become victories.
I am silent no longer.

Moment of Clarity

in the early morning hours
when life is
waking
stretching
stirring
my heart and soul
are one
and I know that
all will be
fine.

14 Months In Review

I came here to perfect a craft.
To learn from those who experience
had taught wisdoms destined to be shared.
I discovered that I was to perfect
many crafts,
learn many wisdoms,
experience many of life's mysteries.

I came here to perfect a craft.
I found all I needed was
already inside me.
I gained some wisdom from the
experience of others
yet, the greatest gain was
the confirmation
of wisdom given to me through
my own experience.
My craft was perfected as a result
of honoring my personal journey.

I came here to perfect a craft.
I found myself dancing, travelling,
planning, instructing, building.
I discovered there was more than one
craft needing perfecting.
I learned perserverance,
the power of dedication,
the ability to see the Divine,
and the power of becoming one
with the process of building.
This unintended craft was perfected
through openess to the Will of God.

I came here to perfect a craft.
I found myself.
By fastening my eyes on inner growth
I faced long held pains and healed them.
I began the process of breaking the
negative record playing over and over in
my mind.
I learned the power in
forgiveness,
acceptance,
nobility,
self-reliance,
and love.
This eternal craft, self love,
was discovered through diligence,
bravery, truthfulness, and love.

I came here to perfect a craft,
instead, God made it so much more.
New soulmates were discovered.
Mysteries of my life were revealed.
My potential to love with great depth
was given numerous channels of expression.
I came here to perfect a craft,
the art of living life.

The Crossroad

This great convergence of time, space, life circumstance, and the soul's journey holds mysteries soon to be revealed. At no time is the Voice of the Divine more clear than these moments of undeniable awareness of the fact that when one is on her soul's particular journey all she needs is provided. Companionship, lessons for growth, love, perception, the means are all placed in her waiting heart to be realized if only she asks to see. God grants an answer to all prayers, all requests. No greater prayer or request is the one that embraces God's Will and asks to be given the ability to see. And one does see.

Thoughts in POLI 560

There is something unbelievable
about you being in my life.
I cannot help but to question
the feasibility of the reality
of you in my life.
I am waiting for the moment
when everything will be turned
on its ear.
I watch from a distance
with eyes wide open
willing my heart to be still.
~ 6/29/09


It is an agonizing heart condition
It is a liberation to know my soul's truth
To embrace myself
Speak my needs
Then stand back
To wait to be
Told your soul's truth
~ 7/8/09