Stream of Conciousness

there is no place
to house me
this fluid
soul
that pulsates
in my body
around
my body
there is a shore
an anchoring place
will i get there
to rest
do i get rest
no
find the wind
search the night sky
follow the star
be at peace
be at peace
God wants what He wants
i am to follow
pray on knees
beg for perception
cry tears of repentance
fight the desire
to believe i am less
so i can listen
to God's Will
there is no place
to house this
fluid soul.